Feelings..

Right now at this very moment and sit here and wonder why i even live...the person i love most HATES me..and anything and everything is worse than that..no one seems to know how i feel...i hide my feelings from everyone...i sit here and think of what kind and how many pills i will be takin tonight..if i will be rushed to the hospital from an overdose or will i just lie in bed in pain like every other night..i wish i could have my BEST friends back i wish i could have another chance with the boy i TRULEY love and i wish everyone knew how i felt...but none of my wishes ever seem to come true so it looks like i'm going to have to start making new ones....

PLEASE RATE this...i JUST WROTE THIS AT THIS VERY MOMENT..(10/12/04)these are my feelings let me know how your feeling...