You never see the good in someone until they die, fade away, disappearâ€¦
So I suggest you take a good look at your family and loved ones, look at the good points in them
Because unlike you I canâ€™t anymore, they have been very disappointed in me, in anything I do, in anything I do , in anything I didnâ€™t do.
Iâ€™m not like her, my mother who always wanting to be top in everything, well for me, I didnâ€™t want to be first in everything as badly as her but I still wanted what she did, but because I donâ€™t say it to her she gets angry that I didnâ€™t turn out like her, what she dosenâ€™t know that I donâ€™t want to turn out like my mother no, not herâ€¦
Luscie, ths is such an exellent piece of work, its wonderfully written, simply 100% perfect gurl! Everyone, I think would be able to relate, to being compared to others and be thrusted with sky-high expectations, you put the feelings into a clear perespective. Its clear, its bold, its straightforward, its real. Its awesome hunni!