Bye Grampa

I still miss you!
Why? Why did you have to go away?
I still need you!
But you passed by...
I can't bring you back.
I keep asking myself "Why did he have to leave?"
I miss you!
I wish I could close my eyes and wish you back.
If I could then I'd be happy again.
There was so much left unsaid.
I have changed so much.
I went from being happy to wanting to die.
I know I need to grab life and hang on,
But I let go.
The thoughts run back and forth through my head...
Come back....