Abandoned

I’m standing where your body lay
Down my cheeks are falling tears.
This will be the last day
Tonight I will end my fears.

I can’t stand it anymore
I don’t accept that you are gone.
I’m sitting on the floor
Holding poems that I’ve done.

This pain is unbearable
Tears are drowning my eyes.
You make me feel terrible.
And my heart is full of lies.

Tonight is the end of my life.
Wait for me, I’m coming
I slowly take the knife
And finally, I’m dying...