My Own Inner Strength

I don't know why I let you hurt me, it always stays the same
Outside it was all pretend, inside I was still holding on, and you held all the blame

I didn't think it was really over, I thought it would never be
I truly loved you, with all of my heart, and I thought that you loved me

Now I just feel really stupid for letting you under skin
But I was in love, I was happier than I've ever been

I don't want to cry anymore, I want it they way it used to be
I want to be your girl, I love only you, just open up your big green eyes and see

She doesn't care about you like I do, she never will
I wished I could turn back time, so this wasn't even real

I'm so angry and heartbroken, but I still can't let you go
But I HAVE to move on, there's nothing left to hold on to, as I now know

I'm going to stop making myself believe that you actually give a crap
You just want everything all at once, all your lies are starting to overlap

I can't let you make me cry, I have to be strong
It's so hard, but I know my feelings are all wrong

She replaced me, so I'll find someone to replace you
Maybe not anytime soon, but eventually my sky will turn back to blue

You were my strength so without you I feel emotionally weak
So for now, it's my own inner strength that I need to seek