Loss

I feel you more and more now
For what reason, its been years now
You come and go, but never leave
And I miss you

Time has taken its final toll
The months have slowly ebbed
The things I never told you
The reasons I never said
Now it seems you are taken
You've been taken away from me
And now I'm left alone
And now I'll never be free

I wish now you could see me
I wish now I could see you too
Maybe if I spin three sixty degrees
Then once I'll look at you
Its funny how I still do that
And the sense of being it gives me
And I often wonder what sort of God
Decided that we will never be