A letter to god...

You've taken everything i prized.
You laughed when i cried.
I'm tired of fighting to get to the next day.
Some night's i pray that you'll take my life away.
But that won't change anything.
So i wait to see what tomorrow will bring.
Somedays I wonder if you test my faith.
I try to save what it takes.
Sin runs my life and i like it.
It's easier this way i have to admit.
I'm tired of the suffering i went through.
Just to get the liking of you.
I'm sorry i can't be perfect like you want.
But i'm giving it all i got.
Some nights i read the bible.
And others i don't think it's worth while.
Forgive me father i live a life of sin.
I'm waiting for another life to begin.
but that won't happen so i find it alittle odd.
So i sign this as a letter to god...