A lonely boy who died.

A dark cloud that never lifts...
hidden behind this fog and mist.
no one knows this soul exists.
so when i die, i won't be missed.......
i have a list of things i wish
i wish this pain did not exist
i wish my name were full of bliss
i wish my life were more than this
the gift of Life, is all I'd wish.
but alone i cry, so alone... hopeless.

i wipe my eyes to dry these tears
these tears i cry...... are tears of fear
i scream inside but no one hears
I've tried and tried... so long for years.

i waited a week, a week I've tried
looking for relief I'm weak I'll die
i can't even speak, just a freak without pride
so I'm writing this letter.. just before i die
this is my breath the last hope that I'll sigh
questions unanswered without a reason why
I'm just another boy, a boy who died.
the reason unanswered the cause
SUICIDE.

A package is found with a letter inside
Everyone read it, and everyone cried
It's about a young boy, a boy who died
Who gave up on life.. but so hard he tried
the ink is no longer wet, yet dry
now it's too late to help or ever try
he came to you then, but you were never by his side
you said you would talk later but you only lied
you made up excuses and put his issue to the side
he only wanted your attention, that's all he wanted so why?
now it's a year later, and it's time to say goodbye

the friends he had are now gone forever
in this rainy weather they wave goodbye together
first it was Dave and then waved Trevor
i wish i could've changed things and made them better
but now you're gone.... and all that's left is this letter.
they then blew a kiss and said you will be missed forever
and the day you will be forgotten....
will be the day, of never.