Last kiss

Nothing is meaningful.
Nothing is free.
You don't need to know me.
Or have a degree.
It is very obvious.
And very clear.
The way I am going.
So you should steer clear.
I don't know where I'm going.
I don't know who I am.
I hate the life that I live.
Everything is a sham.
The meaning of life.
Is a lost cause to me.
Nothing is close enough.
Nothing is free.
The best things in life.
Always have a cost.
But everything to me.
Is completely lost.
But don't ever forget.
That I hold you dear.
You are forever in my heart.
Please have no fear.
For even though.
I wish to die.
Nothing Ive said to you.
Was ever a lie.
So please remember me.
When I am gone.
And in your heart.
I will always have shone.
You mean the world to me.
And I love you so.
But I don't want to be living.
So I will just go.
You will live on.
You will grow old.
And forever in your heart.
You will have me to hold.
For I don't want you to forget me.
Even if I am dead.
I will live on forever.
In the thoughts in your head.
You can always think of me.
When I am the one you miss.
Remember I loved you.
And have one last kiss.