I miss you

I know you love me but boy i miss the love, the kisses and the big hugs. i wish you didn't leave that day, life is hard with out you these days, i miss you.
i would cry out loud why you left me but suddenly it didn't matter because I'm lying here on my bed, so close to my grave, i miss you.
wishing i could see all around me, people so blue and it true that i love ya ho-mies. but i tried so hard, i tried not to be stupid. i killed my self lying in bed, i miss you.
i just hope someone can take my place, as a friend, sister and daughter...only if someone knew what i was going through. but pretty much i didn't get to ask you ! but i know i love y'all with tears i would cry, i miss you.
but as i sit up and wonder it was all a dream.