Who am i

Who is this girl ive become
please tell me all that i have done
to deserve teary nights and to live in this fight
that i dont think could ever be won

what do i turn to now
and the thing that i wonder is how
how can i love in a world full of lies
with no heart to feel any sorrow

where can i run tonight
to escape hurt some call "the fight"
all thats left is false hopes and impossible dreams
and no hope to reach for the light

when will i be okay
when will the night turn to day
when can i find the will to go on
and to find the courage to stay