I'm Gonna End It...

I get home from school,
And lock myself in my room.
No one really cares,
It's all over soon.

I pick up the knife,
And press it against my skin.
Tears forming in my eyes now,
I just can't seem to win.

The blood starts to flow,
Adding yet another scar to my wrist.
If I cut deep enough,
Maybe I won't have to live like this.

The blade digs deeper,
And somehow I've cut a vein.
It should hurt,
But I feel no pain.

I've kept all this hurt inside of me,
For far too long.
I just want to end the suffering,
No longer can I be strong.

My one wish,
Is to escape this hell.
Pain and depression,
Are things I know all too well.

I'm crying, and screaming,
Still no one seems to care.
Why is it that my life,
Is worthless and unfair?

I feel like the world is against me,
And there's nothing to live for.
Just once I wanna be truly happy,
I don't wanna live like this anymore.

So I'm gonna end it now.
End the pain, end my life.
I won't have to suffer anymore,
And for that I thank my friend the knife...