I Invite You...

I invite you
to put your hand in my chest
feel the beating
feel the pain

I invite you
to take my hand
fell the sweat
so scared

I invite you
to give me a hough
fell me so cold
CZ i am alone

and i just want you to get in
i just want anybody who cares about me
who makes me feel
who makes me think
that I'm real
that i exist
i am open
i invite you to come in

I invite you
to see my eyes
see my soul
my tears arise

I invite you
to taste my tears
taste the emptiness
taste the fear

I invite you
to cut my skin
free the pain
taste my medicine

I invite you
to see my blood
it seems red
but it's not anymore

and i just want you to get in
i just want anybody who cares about me
who makes me feel
who makes me think
that I'm real
that i exist
i am open
i invite you to come in

I invite you
to live my life
feel my fears
feel this sad
feel like trapped
so confused
so blind
seeing no way out
just scars
with a knife in your hand
shaking so bad
scared...