I hate loving you

What am i going to do, i still love you so much, and i don't know if i can take this. I want to just call you up, and pretend none of this ever happened. I just wish you could have stayed true to me, just wishing you loved me.

It hurts so bad when i think of those three words. You could always say them so easily to me, what changed.

When did you stop caring about me, or maybe you never did...

I still remember the day i met you, and when we shared our first kiss, how badly i want that again.

I was happy, now i'm not. Knowing you loved me made me feel complete, but now i just feel like crap knowing it was all a lie.

I can't believe i still want you. I don't know what it is about you, no one can fill your space.

I try and i try to find some other guy, but i always lead to just thinking about you, and hoping your missing me too.

But i know your not, you've already moved on, i don't know how u do it, say you cared when u didn't.

I hate myself for missing you, i hate myself for wanting you, but most of all i hate loveing you the way that i do, knowing you never loved me too.