I was at youth sleepover when a girl wished she could be me . i was stunned. i thought why would you want to live my life full of lies , hatred , pain and tears. why would you want my life all you would do is cry . every night i sit down on my floor and think why would she want my life everything i have done wrong every mistake i have mad . i still don't get why would she want my life then she told me why i want your life because you are outgoing i want your life because you have a dad i want your life because your pretty i want your life because i hate mine. what could i say ...all i said was no you don't . from then on all i can think about is what i am showing . all the lies, tears and hatred inside ...i wish she new then she wouldn't want to have my life.
