Never be the same...

I can't take this anymore
Everything keeps getting worse than before
You just say what makes you feel better
and forget about what it may do to me

I cry all night
To stop this fight
I dont deserve to be here
when all I do is hide my fears

Theres a smile on my face
But it doesn't matter, I've clearly lost the race
I let myself go so low
That It's hard for me not to let it show

I can't help that this makes me so mad
When everything i do is considered bad
I have nothing left to say
Because as far as i know
I'm the only one to blame
and things will never be the same..

...im sorry..i just dont know what to do anymore....