Do You Not See

Do you not see the pain that lies in my eyes?
The scares on my wrist cause I wanted to die

I feel worthless and lonely like no one cares
But in my heart I wish you could be there

The day I felt my soul was stolen from me
I wanted you to be there and hold me closely

I struggle all the time cause so badly I want to forget
And letting what happened to me happen is something I regret

I feel so cold and naked at times
I feel as if I shouldn’t want to kill myself but at times I want to die

I pray every night asking god to not let me see another day
But I guess it’s not my time to go cause I’m sitting here as I figure out another way

Living and knowing a dark secret can be very hard at times
Cause everything you do and everything you know is all a lie

I cry all the time and no one sees
No one even notices the pain within me

Sometimes I feel as if I should just put myself to rest
Cause I cant take living with all my regrets

People see and people stare
But I don’t think any one ever came up to me because they cared

So for now ill sit and wonder what will happen to me?
While every one stares and leaves me be

You never will know what ill do
But to the person that ruined me I hate you to