If only you all knew

I thought he was that special guy
but obviously not
because the love that he had
me musn't of been alot

even though it took
him over three years
just to say "I love you
even after all the tears"

so now he is gone
it was the last time we met
but a guy like him
is just to hard to forget

when I hear his name
it makes me want to cry
all because of that night
when we gave it a try

he said "I love you"
I thought it was meant to be
but one thing went wrong
and now I live in misery

my mum hates who I am
my friends turned on me too
I am sorry I can't help how I feel
if only you all knew