My parents started to fight,
I still remember as if it was last night,
I remember my mother yelling and screaming,
I still wish that I was dreaming,
I remember my daddy almost hitting my mother,
But not hitting her but my brother,
When he fell to the floor,
I didn't want to see anymore,
I ran into my room hoping to forget,
But I still remember his burning sweat,
He was raging with anger and hate,
All because he wasn't straight,
My daddy went drinking that night,
He came back from the bar without a vision in sight,
I hate it when he drinks it makes me scared,
To know that i had a father who never cared,
But one night he came home really mad,
No one really knows how much beer he ever had,
All i remember is him with a gun,
And that night i remember he killed everyone,
That night i lost my mother and my brother,
And to not leave out i also lost my father,
I remember hearing my father kill my family and himself though my door,
And i wont forget it cause i was just four,
But the thing i remember most was i lost everything,
And on my way to heaven i saw my own white wings,
My father was always a terrible man,
And when you needed him he would never give you a hand,
He would bend over back wards for people he loved,
Thats why he killed us because we were unloved.
