I am Sorry!

I am sorry
for all the pain i cause
but i'm being ripped apart
by human clause

you treat me
like i'm evil
and you pin me
with a needle

i just can't be
the person you choose for me
but you have to see
the person i have come to be

i am not different
nor am i the same
tell me what i'm like
tell me what's my name

you tell me what to do
and i never have a say
no matter what i do
i never get my way

i want to kill myself
cause it sounds so good to die
but i can't stand to hurt you
so all i can do is cry

please tell me what you think and tell me if i should give this to my family so they can understand me better