I sit and wait desperately for any sign of life.
I watch, wait, see, hear, think,dream it all.
I wait patiently at the sideline just out of your reach.
You watch me intently for any sign of pain.
I smile secretly at the very thought of it all.
You try and lash out at me but i move away, move on.
I was waiting for this moment to come.
Counting down the time, watching for the anger to rise.
Waiting for me to make the wrong move.
For me to make the mistake.
For me to do the crying, begging, yelling.
But i turned the tables on you and messed your plans for me.
