I wonder if "Heaven" would let me in? Will I ever be accepted like the others who have fallen and die or will I be stuck in the middle because I committed suicide?
Is it true you'll search through my past and judge me? I figured your the last that might still love me because everyone got up and left me. This is a subject I wonder if I'm the only one questioning? I heard "Life" is suppose to be so beautiful why isn't mine? People say: I'm to young to understand! If only they knew I'd bet they'd want to hold my hand. Sometimes, I believe in "GOD" other times let's just say my faith turns into little or none. Okay, dreams up time to join the world and enter more suffering I hope the day goes by fast so that I can continue my questioning.
