Pain

My worst fear has come true
and now I'm completely alone
standing in the dark silence
tape around me saying broken hearted zone

i look at my chest
and see a gaping hole
i realize that I'm empty
that I've lost my everything-lost my soul

i see my heart on the floor
all banged up and broken
shattered into a million pieces
whatever did i do to deserve this token

i look at your picture
and a tear starts to fall
remembering when we were together
and all our good times-i start to bawl

what did i do wrong
how did i screw up this time
if you didn't want me you could've told me
I'll do whatever for you to be mine

I'm so empty
so completely numb
i feel as though I'm hideous
that I'm so fat and totally dumb

dumb for thinking that someone could love me
the way you said you did
that i could keep a long term relationship
i should have just ran away and hid

i hope you realize
that you made a mistake
because i love you and everything i said was true
i was never fake