Nothing To Regret

I have a picture in my head
I carve it into my arm
A red line that goes straight across
That does a lot of harm

The pain surrounds my body
As I put the knife away
Crying and hoping that I
Don't live another day

No one cares about me
My family nor my friends
Every single day I live
Is another day of bends

I'm tired of crying everyday
And every single night
Tired of living a life of fear
That I don't want to fight

So I will keep on cutting
And maybe die someday
But I will not regret it
I want it to be that way.