The Last Goodbye

by Chacal   Nov 8, 2004


The house is so alone
now i talk
and i hear my voice
like a thousand times
i can hear her
she's crying
i look for my dad
but i can't find him
where's my breakfast?
who's gonna take me
to school today?
who's gonna punish me?
was for something that i said?
was for something that i did?
CZ i know that today
is not Saturday

I was hoping to wake up
and realize
that all this s.h.i.t. was a dream
that my dad still here
and there's no tears
in my mom's cheeks
but i was wrong
I'm still alone
just remembering last night...
the last goodbye...

yelling at each other
now i see that i won't get
my happiness back
don't you see...
that you're leaving scars
in your kids?
don't you note...
that your kids
aren't happy anymore
OF COURSE YOU DON'T!
just worry about who's
gonna keep the car
who's gonna get more money
of this lie
and me and my brothers
in the middle of this c.r.a.p.
just watching
the beginning of a new life
full of loneliness
being independent at ten
taking care of my little broth
while my mom...
had to work...

you left your wife
your kids, your life...
you thought that good sex
would make you happier
and now you say
that you regret
but that doesn't heal
what we felt...
what i felt...

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