Cant Sleep!

I woke up today, with tears in my eyes,
tears that became lame, and became dry...
wishing you were here... so in your arms I can lie,,

I could not sleep all night,,
my eye never blinked,
I kept on moving,, from side to side,
hours pass by at night,
and I am still awake, I don’t know what is wrong with me?
My hands are beginning to shake!

A day passes by without sleeping at all,
I said it was o.k it is just a day,
but it became a routine … what should I say??

I had this problem, last year, but I thought that it will just fade away...
but when I started this year...
the same problem came back again!
And I don’t know exactly what to do??!
At night tears, in the morning tears,
I just wish you were here to protect me from all the fears!
Ihave been having this problem for so many years!

I looked in the mirror that day , and gazed ,
around my eyes , black , small wrinkles ,, I was so amazed!!

I sit here and think ,,, try to find a solution,,
but I guess there is nothing I can do ,,
many people gave me advices ..
And so did you!
But they didn’t do anything, neither did you!

I told you this before,
that I could not sleep at night,
it's like you even cared,
just get out of my sight!
I don’t give a damn care about anything in this world,
And that’s to you too ,
I have moved on ,,
in another life , that’s new !

The problem now is ,
I can't sleep at night ,
than whats the point of living ??
I just prefer to die;
I just wish this was all a dream,
and a stupid lie!

I pray , and pray , until that day comes,
when I can finally sleep again !

please write your comments ,
i woke up in the morinig and wrote this,
so, i hope it was good!