Life cant be

Life can't be the way you want it
Life's not fair, not even a bit
If you throw your life away
NOO!! is what you'll have to say

Lots of things go through my mind
many of which, are not kind
when i cry i wish i were dead
it feels like i crushed my head

life is shared as people say
but i'll be gone after today
what you borrow is what i lend..
soon enough my life will end