Confused

Coming down to the road of retribution
Why, can't I come to a conclusion
For you have said something disturbing
Like winter, its chill is bothering

Those words keeps me from giving the end
Its stops the process for this wound to mend
Must I always, in front of you pretend
That everything you've said is send

You said that if you've made the decision, Why am I having this premonition , Saying that you would say yes, I promise you, that would be the best

So How could I escape the confusion
when Yes & No undergoes fusion
for everything seems to be in blur
by saying either, could my heart concur

Tell me now, Tell me how
I don't want to look like a stupid cow
All I want is to take the vow
Let's finish this and take a bow