I never

I never cared if you hated me,
but then again i did.

i never really liked you,
but everyone said i did.

i never wanted you to die,
but yet i hated you.

i never really wanted you to hate me,
you did that on your own.

i never thought of you as best friend,
but really wanted you to be.

i never really thought that pain was wrong,
but never thought of it as right.

i never cut myself,
but people saw.

i never killed myself,
i just wanted to.

i never hoped for this to happen but yet it did cause I'm not here, and your every thing i wanted

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