Waiting

Why did it have to be my life that fell apart?
How have you felt since you broke my heart?

I gave you my trust and it all got shattered
It hurts to know my feelings never mattered

I don't understand how you can fall in love so fast
You went out with her for 2 weeks, now I'm just the past

It wasn't that long ago when I was your everything
I was the one you loved, now I'm the one left crying

Your love wasn't real but deep down I wanted it to be
I needed you so much everyday and I wanted you to need me

You thought you needed me but that turned out to be a lie
You haven't needed me since they day you said goodbye

Through all of this hurt and pain I still truly loved you
I've been waiting to hear you say that you love me too

Waiting on those words could take forever
I've come to the conclusion I'll hear them never

Forever is an awful long time to wait
Everyday the pain grows and I begin to hate

I hate waking up in the morning, I hate wanting you to call
I hate trying to hold on to everything and grasping nothing at all

I hold on to the memories that once swept me away
Now they leave me crying and not wanting to face another day

Do you not remember any of the things we shared
Do you ever think about how much I really cared

We had so much together, there were so many feelings there
So now why do you act as if you just don't even care

I have to quit waiting for you to love me too
I'm giving up on it, I'm giving up on you.

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