The mask a wear

The night is cold and so am I
Cold inside is what I hide

No one knows the chills I’ve had. never will they
I’ve hidden well ,not to expose my inner demand

Joke around about being cruel but inside I feel dark

Smile yes I do. Happy, sometimes yea.
But days on in I feel nothing but pain that I wish I hadn’t
Received

Little do you know the cold chill that I posses
But days come and the sun does shine but I can not hide
The rain that falls

You may see a confident lady but really I am weak and have many insecurities
No one is perfect everyone holds there demands but I do hide mine well

There inside hides a hidden me that know one knows or even sees .