Why?

Why do I love him,
Why do I cry,
Why do I lay here,
wishing to die.
Why do I miss you,
and want you so.
Maybe it's cuz you made me a whole.
Why do I miss the way you laughed,
the way you smiled,
the way you held me.
Why do I need you to be mine.
Why am I missing you,
all of the time.
Maybe it's cuz you meant so much.
Is that why I only,
think of your touch?
Why do I cry myself to sleep,
Instead of counting those many sheep.
Why do I get so lonely and scared,
Maybe it's cuz I know you won't be there