Lost Feeling

THIS WAS A FREE WRITE POEM. I SAID EVERYTHING THAT CAME INSTANTLY TO MY MIND
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feel lost, cold and sad inside,
I wish i could describe theses feelings inside
but, i cant and these days are started to become sad
cold and my anger is starting to turn mad
babe i hate being sad but, i guess its time for my to be strong
stopping holding and finally let go and go on,
go on with my life and give my self a new surprise,
and not let nothing stop me except you coming back into my life,
its in my head and my love is there,
I wish you were here and you cared,
I want to touch your skin and run my fingerer's threw you hair,
i miss everything about you and I am scared
scared of hate scared of you scared to talk, all i think about is you,
i wish you understand what I'm going threw and you don't hurt me with someone new,
i don't think i can take it and i hope you understand this too,
babe i love you,
i love you more then ever more then i fast moving river,
i will love you forever and forever,
but [;ease don't bring me the bad weather,
you need to be my strength my power my soul, look at me now I'm really letting go,
letting my emotion's take control,
saying what i want and never letting it get old,
I'm trying to not cry and make this poem a sad whine,
baby i wish you were mine ,can you please come back into my life.
you are the one that i hold and i will fight fight until there is no more please don't go on with out me anymore. i love you