Just Want To Die

Wake me up. Don't want to die living these lies. I am drowning in a sea of doubt, doubt that my heart shall forever bleed.

Swimming in my own pool of despair, just want to die, I do not want to go on trying anymore. Lying in this pool of blood after slitting my wrist, god oh how I wish I were dead.

Why did you let him touch me I was only three. Dreams of my uncles terrible face haunt my mind, just want to die, just want to bleed.

Daddy was abusive, almost killed mom, words he said were let her die, why daddy why? Me and mama ran off together, daddy almost died.

A young woman wishing she were dead, a life of pain, and abuse, cut me, let me bleed, let me die.

Dreams of his face touching me, abusing my innocent body, please just let me die.