I'll be watching you

You've been watching me. This isn't the type of "News" I was expecting. Now it's changes everything! What have you been doing? I keep asking. I'm filled with mixed emotions I didn't realize just seeing your name would tighten the chain of more pain and suffering... ..If you wanted me near we'd be talking but I guess it's clear you don't want me I better start walking I just thought you should know everything around me is dying buried "Hanzo" on Monday I can't get a grip on the dark shadows that keeps following! My inner child is calling through my dreams your the only one who's understanding. I'm scared and screaming! I really need you... ..The only thing that's left for me to do is return the favor: I'll be watching you.