My Last Plea

I'm begging for forgiveness,
I'm praying for acceptance,
I'm wishing and dreaming for it all to go away.
How don't you understand?
I can't explain it any easier.
I want to die!
Because of everything.
Don't blame yourself.
How could you know?
It was only all your lies and deception that lead me to the knife.
If only you could see,
how much i hide from all the eyes,
I can't lie any longer, taking everything that's thrown at me.
I wish you could see how much you've hurt me.
It's now time for goodbye.
Although I've lost all hope.