Emotions i wouldn't share

They say our eyes
hold the key to our soul
but after all your lies
it's a key only i behold

you could have had it
the secrets would have been revealed
you would know every bit
my life would become unsealed

you'd know everything about my twisted past
what happened when he raped me
and i now i wished it wouldn't last

you'd know about me
being beaten black and blue
and you'd finally see
that i never loved until i met you

but instead of caring
you just moved on
nothing matters anymore
now that you're gone

so I'll add you to my list
of the ones who didn't care
but its my fault you missed
all the emotions i couldn't share