You can't see

I was standing, right there in front,
Jumping to make you see.
But my words were too damn blunt,
Our hearts could not agree.

I was standing up to my neck,
In shit, I couldn’t breath.
Because of you I’m just a wreck,
My veins, they weakly seethe.

I was waiting for you, at the door,
In the cold and rain.
With every second I wanted you more,
You’re all I had to gain.

I was there, in tears beside you,
I wanted to be cry into your chest.
The cold with out you, turned me blue,
My heart could never rest.

I tried to make you turn to me,
To see my bloated eyes.
With out you I knew, I couldn’t be,
There’s just too many, other guys.

I walked behind you, just another face,
To you I was not there.
I run to get out of this dark place,
But still you didn’t care.

I walk the same paths that you walk,
So it seems I’m walking with you.
I see you and I start to talk,
But you just stare and look right through.

The love I felt, you could never see,
But still I wait in hope
I knew you were too good for me
No longer can I cope.

I can see, but you can not,
The team that we could be.
The blood to my heart, begins to clot,
Open your eyes and see.

M.H.