He's scratching on the surface of my heart...
digging to get in...
begging me to love him...
begging me to let him in...
i thought i once loved him...
i thought i once cared...
But once the truth hit...
i cowered in the corner-scared...
i am wondering, what i felt, was the beginning...
maybe it was a sign...
to show me that i can still love...
without being left behind...
i know he truly cares...
and maybe one day love me...
and we'll be happy together...
but we'll just going to have to see...
i told him i wouldn't give him another chance...
in case i really did fall...
not the ignorant beginning feeling...
and feared i would,around him, feel so small...
but now i wonder...
"should i try to be happy with him"...
but then i wonder...
"will he make me cry, and pass me by again"...
i really love him as a friend...
should i move it a little more...
and tell him how i feel...
but the thought of his rejection would make me weep as i did before...
it would deprive me of my self esteem...
and the possibility of me even to think of loving someone again...
so all he does is make me wonder...
