Fear of Being Happy Without You

I was so happy and in love.
But then 4 months later you broke up with me.
i cried and cried.
We talked every now and then, but it wasn't the same.
We didn't say our usual I love yous and I need yous.

Now that we're not together I'm not happy.
And I'm afraid to be happy without you.
Cause you made me happy.
And I miss you more than ever.

I want you so bad.
But I know that I can't have you.
I wish I could call you and tell you how I feel.
But it's not that easy.

I think you're afraid of hurting me again if you go back out with me.
But you won't, I love you to much.
I love you more than my own life.
I'm afraid to be happy without you.

Fears aren't supposed to exist.
But to me right now.
I have many, but one is the
Fear of being happy without you.

*I wrote this, because I was all depressed one day and didn't want to be happy without Brian, but hey nothings changed since then, but I guess I'll get over it soon. But I don't know how long it will take.*