Why you

I love you
Despite the way you used me
You make me feel so small
Please why can’t you just see

I hate you
For all the things you said
All the lies you have told
And all the tears I have shed

I need you
To be there when I break down
To stop these tears from flowing
To take away this frown

I lost you
I know it was for the best
But why can’t I find a way
To put my heart at rest

I miss you
And the way you made me smile
How you made me happy
If only for a while

I love you
I hate you
I lost you
But I just can’t live without you