You dont even care

I'm on the verge of braking down
im trying my best to smile
but i just cant hide this frown
i feel the tears in my eyes
how could i not have known
that all the things you said were lies?
im trying not to cry
but its so hard to to keep it all together
when all i want to do is die
this pain just wont go away
i think this hurt you've caused me
will forever stay
how could you have done this to me?
i cared about you so much
was it really that hard to see?
what your putting me through i just cannot bear
everything is falling apart
and you dont even care