Stephenie

I know she thinks I believe her,
she knows I Love her so...
my life is shit without her,
so why did she have to go?

I think about out past...
its always in my head.
I cant sleep if I'm awake,
as I lie hopeless in my bed.

She lied to me,
when I needed her the most.
I cant believe she ditched me,
when I needed help to cope.

Now I lie here,
alone and abused,
it feels as if she was never there,
maybe thats why I feel so used.

(PLEASE COMMENT!) this is about my best friend for 14 years who suddenly took a turn for the worst and forgot that I even existed.