Cold hearted....

My heart was always cold...
frozen...
but when i met you...
my heart start to melt...
started to burn...
you were my light...
you were my god...
you brought life into me...
you gave me another chance...
you gave me something so great...
i can't forget...
i can't let go...
when you left me...
i felt like my light left me...
cause you are my sun shine...
my only sun shine...
you make me happy...
but you left me...
to live in pain...
my cold heart...
was to be frozen again...
and never burn again...
but?
i understand...
i knew i wasn't perfect...
i knew i wasn't great...
but?
why must you leave me?
why must you destroy me?
did you ever love me?