Dedicated to my old friend

I tried so hard to change it
I tried to make it right
I wanted to make it better
but I guess I lost the fight.

I remember the day I met you
I helped you find your place
but now that you've made new friends
you won't look at my face.

I don't want it to happen
but I no longer have controll
because all of this stupid guilt
has just swallowed me whole.

I'm really mad at myself
for falling into your trap
You used me to get what you wanted
and then you treated me like crap.

It hurt me a lot
to look into your cold eyes
the ones that made me a promise
and then told me all these lies.

But now you're far away
you left it all behind
but I can not help but wonder
If I ever pass you mind.

I miss you a whole lot
and even though you're gone
your memory is here with me
and it never will move on.