Complicated Love

I loved you so much,
with my whole heart, mind, and soul
but even though you said it,
your love wasn't whole.

i gave you my everything,
was there at every waking call.
but where were you when i was broken?
you just stood there and let me fall.

I needed you to be there for me,
to be a shoulder for my tears.
to hold me and tell me everythings alright.
to take away my fear.

you never really loved me
you never really cared.
and when i broke down in tears,
you just stood and stared.

i trusted you with my heart of glass.
thought you would never let me break.
but you changed in so many ways,
and so in many ways you were fake.

well now its been many years,
and i've finally mended my heart.
i've found someone who shows their love,
And this is a love that will never part.