My suicide letter

Dear mum
dont let dad treat you like dirt,
you no he will keep going until you get hurt.
i am sorry if this is hurting you,
but there was nothing else for me to do.
i will talk you through what i did with the blade,
it was really hard for the decision to be made.
first of all 20 paracetomol i took,
then at your picture i had to look.
i apologised in advance to you,
for the thing i was about to do.
i took the blade and pressed to my wrist,
and then to you i blew a kiss.
i counted to three drag along pressing down,
in the amount of blood i thought i would drown.
so i am sorry mum i hope you understand why,
but i could not take it anymore i wanted to die.
so bury me in a coffin with a picture of you,
and please remember i love you to.

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