I'm so cold so retrieved from what i used to be, the love i once was has passed right through me, i wait for another love to fill my emptiness that is know is now me, the pain that i have only few can comprehend.
what is this, my my heaven or my hell I'm lost in my hatred for the love that once was mine but know not and never will.
why this pain, why this punishment, why is it mine, i wish it were gone i wish i was gone, away from the pain that has captured me and my hart, maid me hallow, has cast a dark spell upon me and my mind.
for all i am and what i wish i was, the pain is the doing of me, and my own stupidity, this pain has mellowed my mind, know the person that was once me, is better but worse in my own course.
