Thank you

Thank you for being there,
when i needed you.
thank you for listening,
but there is nothing you can do.

i no you were there,
to listen to me cry.
thank you for that,
but i want to die.

i have a lot of respect for you,
so do not make me explain.
as i no you have never felt,
your life was showered with rain.

for all those times,
that i fell down.
thank you for listening,
and not showing your frown.

for putting me first,
and not giving in.
to letting me get on with,
my life which is a sin.

thank you for stopping me,
pick up the knife.
thank you for making me see,
there is more to life.

but now you see,
you are not here.
and commiting suicide,
is what i fear.

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