I scar myself to make it right,
I’ll eventually give up without a fight.
If I do don’t you dare,
Let yourself cry, and push yourself to care.
There’s nothing you can do there’s nothing you will say,
To help me live my life and make me want to stay.
Yet, I keep my life day to day, wondering why I choose to stay.
I want to live to make me right
But I want so much more to fade out of sight.
I can’t comprehend why I feel this way,
I think about it everyday.
I go on pretending I’m happy and glad,
A life without pain is what I wish I had.
